And I'm so sorry, I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight. @ Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Wow I brog so frequentry ratery. Well, I've just done lots of productive studying today, so "party" on the internet for awhile I shall--just for the little gifts I can give to myself. :)

Trying to be happy but I can't. D:

Boyfriend lost his phone and I haven't contacted him for the whole fucking day. Yeah, pretty much you could say I am not happy with the situation but, I'll just have to have the patience. C': Have FB messaged him.

Have you guys ever missed someone and wonder if they miss you back? D:

That's what I'm doing right now, and unfortunately, maybe it's just my brain being extremely pessimistic since it's under pure stress from hours of studying just now, I don't think he misses me. D':

I mean, he has a life. Pfft, I barely have one and today is my day off. Oh well.

Maybe God is telling me to keep up with my studying that I have left off for two long weeks lately because I'm busy with everything else ;_;

Talking about studying, all I have studied today is Accounting. Heheh, veeeeeeery productive. I tried to study Marketing but nothing works. I hate it and that's how it's going to be forever. D: Dreadful life, ay.

I'm going to do my Econs presentation in a few.

If you guys ask me whether I'm trying hard to make myself busy, yes I am, I need to distract myself. Every second I spend staring at the space of nothingness I always find myself in a sad, sad moment.

Yes, I am insecure, no I am not proud of it. :'c

I wish my best friend is able to go onlineee, but she is having exams right now. Ugh!

So many insecurities, so little time and ability to wash them away! God, save me.

Okay, I declare this as one of those emo posts (might as well tag them as one)

Mum baked lots of stuffs today and none of it made me happy. I don't know why she didn't notice but I've been putting that poker face the whole day.

Okay I sound like a weepy teenager now, I shall stop. I am Angee Ross Cadaverini, 18 years old going 19, I am an adult, I can do this. C':

Wasn't I the one who said love is when even there is so little contact time in your relationship you can still go through it?

I MISS YOU BAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. ;A;

This little rag doll is missing her Sir Skellington,