What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. @ Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Sometimes I would love to learn to just live by myself. I thought I could do it, but with an apartment unit this big. Talk about nearly impossible.
So okay, I've been accompanied these past few days and nights and I get attached really quick. But darling, if you were planning to make me feel this attached to you, at least stay by my side a little bit longer. Don't suddenly go sleeping first when you've just asked what's wrong with me. I know, I KNOW I sound like those whiny girlfriends you see on the TV.
But it's hard tonight.
Maybe it's the storm, maybe it's just the natural silence. I thought I was a loner in the first place, I was wrong. :'( I don't like being alone, or staying at home alone. Sure, fapping is nice (haha I joked) but...
Not being able to sleep is just no-no. I've been used to not sleeping until 5am, yes, I understand that completely. But but... being alone until 5am not knowing what to do to pass the time is just... all kinds of wrong.
Well I don't need you to physically be by my side, you know, sweetie, I just need you to be there for me. Yes, another whine from the girlfriend, bitches please I know it. But if I don't get it out no one will know right? I'm a reserved person after all. ;c
I think that's enough ranting tonight because my head is hurting and I am sleepy from crying 11pm through to 12am and I am hungry as well, but not expecting any sleep to come within these few hours. Maybe no sleep at all until 6am. Or 7am. Depends.
I might just be ridiculously doing this because I'm waiting for his phone call.
Who knows. I hope he doesn't get pissed off.
I love you Rodan :(
Sorry guys just needed to get this off. :)
Love,
Angee Ross Cadaverini
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